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say goodbye by ashlee simpson |
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I just had to share with my journal how amazing and how much fun this past month has been.
thats all
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| im so glad you're home |
[13 May 2005|09:56am] |
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HOPE ELIZABETH ZAGHA!!!!
i love you too much.
i cant wait until you see what i have planned for you today
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[23 Jan 2005|09:04pm] |
funny how guys are NEVER what they are expected to be
cant trust anyone these days....
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[01 Jan 2005|09:24pm] |
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damn what a crazy ass year.
goodbye 2004, hello 2005.
the past is the past, time to live through new experiences.
thank you New Years Resolution for being an excuse to make my life better.
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[15 Nov 2004|10:49am] |
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Myspace= the new friendster+ lj
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[18 Oct 2004|06:56pm] |
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why is something so simple, so hard to achieve?
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[26 Sep 2004|07:19pm] |
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"Never make someone a priority when they consider you an option."
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[29 Aug 2004|04:06pm] |
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You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true
I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo, but that will be changing eventually, oh
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto, want my autobiography
Baby, just ask me
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| ATTENTION EVERYONE |
[13 Jun 2004|10:52am] |
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this is my 'yearbook', since most of you dont go to my school, so sign away...
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| "In a murderous time, the heart breaks and breaks and lives by breaking" |
[01 Jun 2004|05:49pm] |
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my immortal--by evanescence |
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"I tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone, but though ure still with me, I've been alone all along"
Hope came with me to see my mom today.
I know its ridiculous to blame her, but it's not fair; it hurts sooo much. I can't look at her; she's like a vegetable. I just want it to end already.
I haven't been able to listen to one song without crying. Music, specifically singing, has become a passion to me, and I haven't been able to spit the lyrics out of my mouth.
And people think that they know a lot about people, or even their friends?! It scares me knowing how much people hide from their lives, from the world. There is so much I keep bottled up inside myself and everyday I continue to act like nothing is wrong.
I just saw "The Day After Tomorrow", and it only helped me think how much everyone should live for today.
I feel helpless and I feel selfish; I've been trying to mend this broken heart for years now and hide this weakness which has taken over me, but I can't run from it anymore; this is my reality. This wall I've put up around me will drop one day forever. I need life for me to finally begin and I need it to be peaceful. I believe that this can happen once everything that has ever caused me pain will go away, or be fixed.
My heart is a toy, my head is even more delicate; everyone, please... play carefully. I can't live like this anymore.
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| "STOP!!! Naomi...STOP" |
[31 May 2004|07:37pm] |
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this was such a memorable(kind of)weekend, it was so much fun.
friday
*i finally watched "ferris buellers day off"
*then hope picked me up and we went to kiras 18th bday
I was SOOOOO happy because i got to see madison, and it was like a Walter Reed/Citywalk reunion. kira looked so hott!
saturday
*i went shopping with my daddy
*went to a Samba soccer game with my family. we won 4-1 helll yeaa!
and this is where the real story begins...
Naomi picked me up at 11.15 and we went to my friend Kens kickback, we were the only white people there, and Naomi got asked out by a soon to be rapper, named... Lil Hott.
So we left and met up with Yanik and Daren, and proceeded to Ben's kickback... and on the way Naomi accidently ran a red light and so did Yanik and Daren hahahaha.
So then we went to Ben's and got Chewied
By the way, Jacklyn Koro made it a mission to remember all of this lol, and i tested her too.
Naomi and i fought over the crack of the bed for about 28743 minutes lol, and I won!! and we fell asleep.
sunday
*went to work with hope/tanned
*sushi
*a party w/mark and james, we all danced.
today
*got Prom shoes with Naomi
*got ice cream :)
*lied out and tanned
*napped
*sushi
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| you think you kno, but u have no idea...hahah |
[29 May 2004|01:16pm] |
1 MINUTE AGO: my cousins left my house
1 DAY AGO: i left school and went to stacey and laurens and watched "ferris buellers day off" then went to kira's 18th birthday
1 WEEK AGO: i went miniature golfing
1 YEAR AGO: i thought i was in love
I HURT: when i am deceived by my 'friends' and when boys play with my head
I LOVE: being happy, eating sushi and sleeping
I HATE: fake people, drama, and that i dont have a car
I FEAR: the future, and being hurt again
I HOPE: i dont have my period on prom, i get a car, and that the college i chose is for the best
I HAVE FUN: when i hang out with david and hope
I FEEL: like going to the beach
I HIDE: many many many things
I DRIVE: my dads car when hes not using it
I MISS: madison lari so fucking much(even though i saw her last night lol), and how life was 3 years ago
I LEARNED: a lot about people, life, and about myself
I KNOW: everything about everything
I WAIT: for prom to finally come and for something new and GOOD to happen
I NEED: to be treated better, have money, a job, a car, and some more excitement
I THINK: too much sometimes
CURRENT CLOTHES: jeans, and a black tube top dress, and black hoop earings
CURRENT MOOD: tired, bored
CURRENT MUSIC: through with you--maroon 5
CURRENT TASTE: samwich
CURRENT HAIR: wavy and down
CURRENT ANNOYANCE: not having a car
CURRENT HAPPINESS: seeing a majority of my middle school and citywalk friends last night
CURRENT SMELL: the beautiful sunny day
CURRENT THING I SHOULD BE DOING: sleeping
CURRENT DESKTOP PICTURE: picture of a sunset that i took
CURRENT FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS: hard to specify, i like almost everything
CURRENT BOOK: the hours
CURRENT MOVIE IN VCR: hook
CURRENT REFRESHMENT: water
CURRENT WORRY: prom and my mom
CURRENT CRUSH: surprisingly, no one
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| "Beauty is a whore, I like money better" |
[25 May 2004|02:51pm] |
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Fuck, i hate how expensive everything is.
Prom better be worth it;
I hope I amaze you.
"To love oneself is the beginning of a lifelong romance."
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| "i win" |
[22 May 2004|09:58am] |
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this way--by dialated peoples f/kanye west |
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so my daddy let me take his car out last night!!
andddd i ended up playing miniature golf lol, i havent done that in sooo long.
"i didn't pay $6 to come lose to Sami"
-i really sucked.
+but i did realize a few things; it left me feeling weird, but im so proud of myself.
+and my WHOLE family left to go out of town today, he he he...
i came to the conclusion that:
sometimes life isnt always as exciting as its supposed to be, that things can change.
i hope tonight is funnn
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